Thursday, March 4, 2010

for halloween, buy her a trumpet

do you ever have a day that's so good, so wholly satisfying, it becomes inconceivable to do anything besides exactly what you wish to do? needless to say, class was cancelled.

a few credits:

to the rather attractive barista at jet fuel: your passionate duets with ray davies meant infinitely more to me than you will ever know.

to my poor, abandoned bicycle: you are a true and steadfast friend. i promise to return one day soon and release you; at the very least, i will grant you last rites deserving of your loyalty.

to the residents of st. james cemetary: thankyou for letting me tread through your midst with such light-hearted ease. it occurred to me that perhaps to be dead is to possess a sense of acceptance and understanding that in life, we cannot fathom.

to the concerned employee at kodak camera: i apologize for my carelessness in neglecting to properly close the tabs of my exposed film. i now know that this may have been a fatal mistake for my negatives. perhaps it would comfort you to know that the photographs themselves are likely all either poorly composed or exposed; at any rate, i have a tendency to bumble my way through all things, which i can only hope (but often doubt) is more endearing than frustrating to the outside observer.

to the decidedly gritty man who requested to "touch my hair": i chose to smile at you, rather than react with disgust, as you caught me in a rare mood in which i felt an upwelling of love for all things, even the most grotesque.

to mr. salinger: you played no small role in my dream-like wanderings through the city today, and i admit that the current tone of my prose is severely indebted to you. for some time now, i have come to accept that i am much more of a consumer than a creator, and have always had the habit of adopting the mannerisms of those around me, even as a child-- but please rely on the fact that my imitations are a sincere, if deft, form of flattery.

3 comments:

anna said...

i love your blog cia.

Cia said...

thank you! it's still developing... slightly past infancy, more like a troublesome two-year-old. I'm enjoying yours as well

Adadada said...

this is beautiful. it seems like you hang out in the neighbourhood i used to live in.

i still have fond memories wandering around st. james cemetery and drinking americano after the other in the back yard of jet fuel...

really lovely post. its made me feel quite nostalgic...